On Rabbit Rabbit Eve

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Above is a picture of a square that my niece India made for Vann's prayer quilt. Don't you just love that verse? What a beautiful and awesome image it conjures. It's not a familiar verse to me, but it's one I'll add to my prayer journal. I looked up "Jeshurun," and found that it's a poetic word for Israel or the people of Israel. Thanks, India. It now is a part of the prayer quilt.

I really thought my cold was better, but I coughed all night last night. Had to get up a couple of times to take cough med. I always cough more at night when I'd like to be sleeping. I'm pretty sure I know what my trouble is though. Driving down Zeigler Road this morning, I saw it, popping out in all it's troublesome glory--RAGWEED! I'm so allergic. I always get sick this time of year. So I'm going to call Dr. M tomorrow and see if he can add some Claritan or something to my arsenal of meds.

The doctors still have not told Vann that he can definitely come home, but I think (and hope) they're moving that way. His pain and nausea seem to be under control for the most part.

Paul brought us a baked chicken today. We have oodles of corn left over from yesterday, so guess what's for supper.

Amy is sick now too. Really I think she's just exhausted. She spent every night last week at the hospital with her mom and part of the days. Today is the first day she hasn't gone to the hospital since she got here from Oregon. Phillip is still at the hospital tonight. He has spent most of the day cleaning out his mom's apartment. She will be moving into a nursing home when she leaves the hospital. Mother Teresa's quote ("I know God will not give me anything I can't handle. I just wish that He didn't trust me so much.") must seem particularly appropriate for Phillip and Amy these days, with both of their parents ill and so much responsibility coming down on them. I'm very proud of them, though. They're handling everything with grace and competence.

Jed came back by the hospital today. He, Vann, Phillip, and I watched part of one of the movies he brought: "A History of Violence." Vann got tired so we stopped it and will finish it later. Thank you so much, Jed, for the gifts, the company, the prayers, and the love. We're crazy about you.

Something I just found out from my friend Judy Cloe: If you say the words "rabbit rabbit rabbit" before you say anything else on the first day of each month, you'll have good luck all month. (A bit of internet research shows that some people say"rabbit rabbit, white rabbit," and some just say "rabbit rabbit." 

Tomorrow being September 1, let's hear a chorus of "rabbit rabbit rabbit," or something along those, lines in the morning.

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On 08/31/2009, Nicole said ...

I feel so for Amy and Philip. When my mom died suddenly, and Dad was sick with heart disease and cancer, it just seemed like it was all too much. We sisters rallied together though, and we came through it all. Keep in mind the wise words of my friend Pastor Ken--"Give care to the caregiver". Take care of yourself, my friend.

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On 08/31/2009, Jed said ...

It was great to see you & Vann & Phillip this weekend! I'm just sorry I missed seeing Andy and Amy. By the way - tell Vann that I'll be up late this week, so if he has problems with the DVD player, to give me a call even if it's 1 or 2 in the morning. I'll probably be up anyway. Love - Jed

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On 09/01/2009, Alison Gibbs said ...

Happy to hear you think you only have an allergy. Positive thoughts for Vann
Alison

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On 09/01/2009, Beverly said ...

I can imagine the exhaustion you are all feeling. Things like this are so physically and emotionally draining. My prayers continue.

Rabbit. Rabbit.

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On 09/01/2009, Ruth Landon said ...

Glad to hear that Vann is feeling more comfortable and may be able to come home.
I'm originally from the north of England and we always say "White Rabbit" on the 1st day of the month. Ruth

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On 09/01/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Does it count if you say rabbit, rabbit after talking to cats, not people? Hope so. We have an alarm cat who walks all over us when he decides it's time for us to be up!

I'm sniffling this morning and it's a glorious 65*F so perhaps autumn is around the corner?

So glad Vann is feeling better and the annoying bothers are under control.

You caregivers take care of yourselves. Make the best decisions you can, forgive yourselves for what just cannot be done, and remember the caregiver rule: No Guilt! You're doing your best and that's the most anyone can do.

One of my favorite verses is the one that follows India's chosen and stitched verse:
v. 33 : The Eternal God is your refuge, and underneath are the everlasting arms...

Blessings, hugs,and continued prayers.

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On 09/01/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

oops - make that v. 27!

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On 09/01/2009, Lavender Dreams said ...

I've never heard the rabbit saying for good luck! How funny! Hope your day goes well and your cough improves. Vann is in our prayers.

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On 09/01/2009, Gayle said ...

We have rabbits that visit our yard...I'll send their "rabbit, rabbit, rabbit" luck your way...all the way from Nevada.

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On 09/01/2009, kayellen said ...

Oh Susan I am so glad I stopped by...
a lot going on in your life!I am on bumpy road too...

I have been so busy..working...saying goodbye to our college bound son and my husbands Dad is very ill..back and forth between rehab and hospital depending on the day or week.

Praying for you!So glad I checked in..you take care and I love the prayer quilt..what a wonderful scripture!


Kay
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Sunday Summary

Today before I went to the hospital, I cooked fried okra, field peas, corn on the cob and blueberry cobbler. I also did two loads of laundry. I only cooked all that stuff because friends had brought us the fresh veggies and I had bought the blueberries several days ago and didn't want them to go bad. Andy came and took over the laundry for me after we ate lunch. 

Our friend, Joy, came by on her way to the airport. Joy lives in DC and was here visiting family here.

Then I went to the hospital to find Vann's room full of visitors, along with Phlllip and Amy. After everyone else left, Jed (my nephew) came in and hooked up a DVD player for Vann. He also brought some "guy movies." By that time, Vann was tired out, so we didn't watch a movie. Jed said he would come back tomorrow when Vann had time to rest up.

I thought that my cold or whatever was a lot better this morning. But this evening after everyone had left Vann's room and he had dozed off, I had a coughing fit. So I left to come home and take some cough medicine. It's better now. Guess I pushed a little too hard today.

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On 08/31/2009, Alison Gibbs said ...

Wonderful for Vann to have so many visitors and people who care for him
Hope your cold soon disappears and you are feeling better again.
Alison

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On 08/31/2009, Debbie said ...

I'm so glad Vann is doing so well.

That being said, I'm going to fuss a little! Here goes: If you don't take care of yourself...how are you going to take care of Vann? Try to get rid of that cold, it'll drag you down sooner than anything especially with the stress you've been under! Get some rest, eat well, get some more rest...everything else will take care of itself! (Glad you have family and friends to help!)

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On 08/31/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Hi Susan!

Good to hear yesterday was a good day for Vann! Hospital visitors are well-intentioned and most certainly welcome, but too often stay too long and it is exhausting for the person being visited. No one should be shy about asking folks to leave because it's nap time.

Nice that Vann will have the distraction of movies to watch. Hospitals are boring places to be stuck when you're feeling better.

Since Vann is eager to come home and says he'll be pushing for that, perhaps you should ask the nurses or doctor if you might need any type of medical assistant to help Vann at home if he's very weak? It would be good to know who to call if help becomes necessary.

Now missy, I'm with Debbie in reminding you to take good care of yourself. It wouldn't seem like going to the hospital to sit in a chair would be very tiring, but it is. Be good to you, rest, and eat some of that nourishing fresh food.

Hugs!

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On 08/31/2009, Kai said ...

I will chime in here & echo the sentiments about taking care of yourself! You KNOW we all love you, and need you to be healthy! As for Vann, please, give him a special hug from me today. He has REALLY been in my thoughts for hours & I want to let him know that even from Texas, he is being hugged & loved & prayed for!

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On 08/31/2009, Rian said ...

Take 'er easy now, kiddo.

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On 08/31/2009, Lavender Dreams said ...

I love fried okra! OH MY! It is so yummy! I hope Vann gets stronger every day and please, take care of yourself!

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On 08/31/2009, Teresa said ...

Bless your heart. A cold is bad enough to have when you are the only one sick, but I know it must be so difficult to be home sick with Vann in the hospital.
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Treasures, Large and Small

A faithful friend is a strong defense; And he that hath found him hath found a treasure. 
 --Louisa May Alcott

I had a rough night--coughing, sneezing, aching, etc. So I've decided to stay home from the hospital again today. Vann called me this morning, and he sounded great. He said he also felt great and was going to try to talk someone into letting him come home. That would be great, but I'm not holding my breath for that.

Some of the sweetest things have shown up in our mailbox lately. That little nesting cardinal came from Nicole. She also sent Vann the palm angel you see below. 

My Cloth-Paper-Studio friend Wendy sent me the beautiful ATC and the little yellow bird pin.

And the lovely tea towel with the handmade patchwork border is from my Charming Girls tea towel swap partner, Kris.

And remember last week when I wrote about Amy's birth mother Cindy coming to visit us? Well here's the promised picture, below. Can you see the resemblance?

So now I'm all swimmy-headed, my ears are buzzing, and my head is hurting. So I guess I'll go and lie back down. I couldn't show pictures of your prayers on this post. But those prayers are the best treasures of all. Thank you all, and may God bless you.

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On 08/29/2009, Ramey Channell said ...

I do hope Vann gets to come home, and I pray that he can eat something. But if you are sick with a cold, he may be better at the hospital right now.

I didn't know about Amy's birth mother. This is such a sweet surprise!

Ramey

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On 08/29/2009, Gayle said ...

Just checking in and sending prayers.

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On 08/30/2009, Kai said ...

Forgive me for not commenting yesterday - tho' I DID check in until I saw your update! I was sick. Better today. I hope YOU are, too! And it was good to hear that Vann sounded more chipper! I know it must have been hard not to visit him, but it was probably best all around. You NEEDED to rest! Prayers continue strong for you both! And so much love is following your every move!

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On 08/30/2009, Joanne said ...

Sorry everyone is ailing. Hope all is better today for Susan, Vann and Kai. I hope Vann gets to come home soon. Take care of yourself, Susie. - Love and prayers continue.

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On 08/30/2009, Beverly said ...

Just a Sunday visit to see how you are, and to let you know that you remain in my thoughts and prayers.

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On 08/30/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

A Sunday visit from me, too. I checked yesterday and last night but didn't scroll down so missed this post.

So glad to hear that Vann was feeling so much better yesterday and hope this is a good sign of wonderful weeks to come.

What a great photo of Amy and her birth mother. Yes, there is a clear resemblance between them.

You take care of yourself, stay cozy and comfy, and have soup and tea. Time out for you! Enjoy the lovely things that surround you there.

Hugs!

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On 08/30/2009, Bo said ...

So good to hear Vann is better today. Gary, Jerry, Bud, Alton and I are all praying for him, especially after his very tough times last week. Hope you get better too Susan!

Bo

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On 08/30/2009, Patti Koosed said ...

Hope you are feeling better today.
Glad Vann is doing so well and I hope he gets back home real soon.

Nice things to find waiting in your mail box huh?

Hugs
Patti
God Bless you and Vann
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'The will of God will never take you where the Grace of God will not protect you.'

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On 08/28/2009, Bev said ...

Amen.

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On 08/28/2009, Beverly said ...

Amen. I can witness that many times myself.

I know God's grace is with each of you.

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On 08/28/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

"It is in the shelter of each other that people live." - Paig Sayers

Be sheltered with us and with your friends and family, Remember that underneath us all are the Everlasting Arms.

Blessings and prayers ...

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On 08/28/2009, Debbie said ...

Amen. Again, I think of you and Vann every day and want you to know you're in my prayers always.

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On 08/29/2009, Pam said ...

You and Vann are in my prayers. I know your 15th wedding anniversary is coming this year - as is ours - in November. My thoughts are with you and Vann often throughout the day.

God Bless
Pam
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In Healthier TImes

Here's a photo of me, Vann's mother Miss Biddy, and Vann several years ago vacationing at Vann parents' house on Lake Seminole in Southwestern Georgia. Biddy was still walking then, I didn't have fibromyalgia and arthritis and hadn't gained weight, and Vann was as healthy as a horse.

Now Miss Biddy resides in a Camilla, Ga., nursing home, I haven't had a pain-free day in, like, seven years, and Vann is being treated for cancer. Lives have a ways of changing when you're too busy being happy.

But, hey, I'm in danger of dropping off into a melancholy mess here. Let's look on the bright side. Today was a fairly good day at the hospital. Vann slept well last night and felt pretty good all day. He had visits from several friends, including Mr. Bill, Horace H. from Athens, Georgia, the preacher, and me and Amy of course. I left him at about 6:30 to come home and tend to Sophie, who hadn't been out to tinkle in about eight hours.

Every day, it seem that I meet a new doctor who is working on Vann's case. Today it was a young Asian woman (I missed her specialty). She came in to tell Vann that his tests were showing that he has a sodium deficiency. Well that sounded like the simplest thing in the world to cure to me--just eat a couple of bags of Golden Flake Potato Chips and a jar of olives. But the doctor said that things weren't quite that simple. It seems they have to find what is causing the deficiency before they can prescribe a treatment.

Tomorrow Vann is going to have fluid drained from his abdomen again. He is still on a restricted diet, but at least now he can have jello, soup, pudding, and ice cream. He mostly doesn't eat anything though except a little of the soup. No appetite.

We still haven't been told when chemo will resume. Or if it will. We're waiting for all the doctors to do their tests and evaluations and let us know what they recommend.

Our son Phillip will be here tomorrow evening. With his mother's accident and his dad's illness, he finally decided that Wyoming wasn't the place he should be right now. Since Carrie is working on her comps, she isn't going to be to come with him, which makes us sad. But we really really thank God that Phillip could work out his schedule so he could come.

Amy learned yesterday that the hospital was planning to move her mother down to the same floor and wing that Vann is on. Now this is Vann's ex-wife. Suffice it to say that it wasn't an amicable divorce. Amy jumped into that situation immediately and convinced the staff that it was not a feasible plan to have her mom and dad anywhere within shouting distance of each other. 

Here's a pic of Vann and both his parents (his dad Grover and mom Miss Biddy) taken on the same day as the one up top. Grover is the healthiest one of all three of us, I think. All he has is bad knees, a history of a heart attack, and a groin aneurism. It's just amazing to think how a group of people can be so healthy and then just a few years later, poor health has come home to roost.

I'm asking our prayer warriors to please add Miss Biddy and Grover to their prayer lists for a few days. And for Vann's baby brother Ben. Ben has been left with disabilities as a result of having contracted Gillian-Barre Syndrome a few years ago. He's having a hard time dealing with Vann's illness right now.

My prayer tonight is that this family be returned to happier, healthier times. (And could I please ask to be that skinny again?) I also pray for happy times for all our Blogland buddies.

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On 08/27/2009, Kate said ...

Keeping you and Vann and your family in my prayers.

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On 08/28/2009, Marie said ...

It's amazing how our circumstances can change so quickly...I also find your attitude amazing too! Thank you for being an encouragement to others.
Your families are in my prayers.

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On 08/28/2009, Carol said ...

Good thoughts are on their way for all of you! You take good care!

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On 08/28/2009, Alison Gibbs said ...

Thinking of you all. Positive thoughts are still coming your way
Alison

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On 08/28/2009, Beverly said ...

You are so right, Susan. Our lives can change in a split second.

My heart is heavy with all that you are experiencing, but I do know there is always hope - thanks to our God. I pray for all you want. I hope that Vann is not experiencing much pain.

And, I thank God that you all have each other. You seem to be blessed with much love from your families and friends.

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On 08/28/2009, Sheila said ...

Susan, my thoughts are with you and all your family. Things can always change in an instant for each of us... for worse AND for better.

I'm sure you have wonderful memories if you were "too busy being happy." Lucky, lucky you!

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On 08/28/2009, Tina said ...

Prayers for you and yours my dear friend.

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On 08/28/2009, Donna said ...

You are so right. Things happen overnight. I lost a daughter a month ago. She was 29. She appeared to be fine one day and gone to Heaven the next day. My prayers are with you!
Donna

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On 08/28/2009, Mary Kirwin said ...

Thank you for a wonderful post! I am in awe of your great attitude in the face of your husband's illness and your ability to articulate it so well in your writing. Even though we've never met, I feel like I know you well and follow your story closely on FB and your blog. If there's anything I can do in the way of fabric or quilting, don't hesitate to ask. And, yeah know what you mean about skinny. I always enjoy looking at old photos of the skinnier me, too:-)

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On 08/28/2009, Kai said ...

It's hard to look back at healthier times, isn't it? We wonder where the Sam Houston they WENT! I know I do! And, for the record, you were beautiful 'then' and even MORE beautiful now, Susan! If you don't SEE that, I am immediately sending you a new mirror to replace your obviously warped one! My prayers remain with you, Vann, his parents, Andy (how is she doing today?) Ben, and all who are in need of some extra prayers. I love you! Kai

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On 08/28/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Amen, honey. We're with you on the what the heck happened when we were busy with life and all?!

As for skinny, well, the skinny me in inside here somewhere!

So glad Phillip is coming. Cheers for mighty Amy who asserted her good sense to prevent unneeded hassles - and for a hospital staff that is understanding and flexible.

Prayers for all, sweetie. As time has passed, my prayers have grown to be person specific and also widely encompass others who need prayers wherever and whoever they are.

Be good to you! I wish I was there to be of help.

Hugs - Barbara

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On 08/28/2009, Nicole said ...

Thanks for the update Susan. Bless you for finding the humor in having Vann's ex on the same floor as he is on at the hospital.
When I see photos of skinnier me, I remember that at the time I thought I was too fat. Now I look back and wonder why!

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On 08/28/2009, Joyce said ...

Isn't it funny (not really) how a walk down memory lane can be both comforting and sad? We long for the comfort of the happiness of those past days of your lives and feel sad at the same time because things have changed so very drastically. There's a reason God gave you a terrific sense of humor and the ability to put your thoughts and emotions into words. And He also blessed you with Vann and the love you have for each other. We continue to pray for you both.

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On 08/28/2009, Kristine said ...

Miss Susan I am so very sorry for all that ya'll are going through. Sometimes when it all gets too much reading the book of Job can help.
You are, have always been, and continue to be beautiful to me so don't worry about a couple of pounds.
My prayers are with you and all your family. Love you.

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On 08/28/2009, Chris P said ...

Sending hugs and prayers and wishes for everyone. And take care of you!

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On 08/28/2009, Laurie said ...

This is all so hard but you seem to be in a good place and I'm glad. Sending prayers for everyone's speedy recovery!

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On 08/30/2009, Rian said ...

Sorry to chime in so late, but I wanted to offer my prayers and good wishes to you and Vann in these difficult days. Getting old is highly overrated. Here's to healthier days ahead for all.
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Pray for a Cure

Cancer took two great men from us today. Senator Ted Kennedy, after a lifetime of public service, lost his battle with brain cancer. Author and journalist Dominick Dunne succumbed to bladder cancer.

The world will be a little darker without these two. My prayer tonight is that a cure be found for this horrible disease.

Cancer has touched the lives of many of my friends and family. My niece died of cervical cancer when she was only 42. A friend lost her daughter to colon cancer. One of my best friends from high school lost a grandson to brain cancer. Cancer took another dear friend's husband. Our church secretary recently succumbed to ovarian cancer. My grandmother died of stomach cancer. As most of you know, my husband, Vann, was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer last November. He is in the hospital tonight fighting for his life. The mother of a good friend was recently diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, too late for any kind of treatment except pain meds. The list goes on. 

I also have friends who have beaten the monster, but even they were left with battle scars. They lost breasts, hair, organs, and life savings in the fight to live. 

I say cancer has had its way with human beings for long enough. Let's not be satisfied until this horror is wiped from our planet.

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On 08/27/2009, Donya said ...

You and your husband are in my prayers. My family has been touched by cancer too and we lost my sweet father in law.

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On 08/27/2009, Horace Hudson said ...

Susan, thanks for the updates on You and Vann. You,Vann, Amy and Phillip have been special people in my life. My prayers are with you. I plan to visit Vann today and will be in touch.

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On 08/27/2009, Teresa said ...

(((Susan))). Sending prayers your way for some rest,strength and relief from the Fibro M pain. I pray and hope also that Vann has a good day today.

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On 08/27/2009, Beverly said ...

Susan, I woke during the night thinking of you and Vann. Please know that my prayers are constant.

My family has been touched by this awful monster, too. We must continue to fight. I work with people that have dedicated their lives to fight, but unfortunately we are still not there.

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On 08/27/2009, Joanne said ...

"Let's not be satisfied until this horror is wiped from our planet."

Hear! hear! It seems incredible, as scientifically and technically advanced as we have become, that we are still beaten regularly by this monster. And that those who survive it, thanks to the advances that have been made, are so traumatized by the treatments.

I pray for Vann, and for you, often during every day.

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On 08/27/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Amen and amen.

My father died of cancer. He was treated for lung cancer after a lifetime of smoking Camel cigarettes and was found to have had stomach cancer on autopsy. My dear, sweet aunt had breast cancer. Too many friends or their family members have been sadly touched by this disease in its many forms. Praying for a cure...

Praying for Vann and for you and your family ...

Hugs.

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On 08/27/2009, Kai said ...

YES! We have all, in one way or another, been touched by cancer. Someone HAS to find a way to stop it. Vann, you KEEP fighting and we will all keep praying hard for you! Sending love that breaks right THROUGH all the bad stuff! I LOVE YOU!

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On 08/27/2009, Pam Schroeder said ...

And, cancer recovery happens all the time and we are advancing in cancer treatment. We need our government to continue funding cancer research. I have a husband who is cancer free after 5 years. He was diagnosed with non-Hodgkins lymphoma. He was caught early and received chemo and radiation. Cancer research is so important. Vann is fighting the good fight and it is so hard! I just had a friend succumb to pancreatic cancer in the past 2 months. It is a terrible monster. My thoughts and prayers are with you both. PAM

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On 08/27/2009, Marie said ...

My nephew and his fiancee are both working in cancer research at the University of Michigan. They and so many others are working so hard to find a cure....that time can't come soon enough!

My prayers continue...I hope Vann (and you) have a very good day!

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On 08/27/2009, Carolyn Ingram said ...

Ted Kenneday was not a great man and he will be explaining to our good Lord his excuses for the sins he has committed in this life but I'm sorry about his death from cancer. Dominick Dunn was one of my favorite authors and loved watching his TV shows and I sincerely grieve his death. My greatest hope is that Vann gets over this huge bump in the road of life. He sounds like a truly great man and deserving of so many people praying for his recovery. I pray that God give you courage and healing from fibro until Vann is well again. You look beautiful but I personally know what your body is going through at this time of greatest stress. Hang in there, sweetie.

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On 08/27/2009, Nancy Duanvant said ...

Amen. Stay strong and faithful.

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On 08/27/2009, Laurie said ...

Amen.

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On 08/27/2009, Ruth Landon said ...

Keeping you, Vann and your family in my prayers.
Ruth

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On 08/27/2009, Michelle said ...

My thoughts and prayers are with Vann and you as you go through this. My dad and sister both had colon cancer. On the same day that the two men mentioned in your post died, we lost a wonderful Christian mom of two young boys to breast cancer. She was also a fantastic, sweet, lovely friend and neighbor. She had fought this monster for several years. Researchers must find a cure for this horrid thing called cancer soon.

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On 08/28/2009, Travacor said ...

Yes it is high time there is a cure for this horror whicb has claimed so many of our dear ones actually.Lets try harder to irradicate and find a cure for this disease.

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Through the Wringer

It was the best of days; it was the worst of days. The very, very good news was that Vann has no intestinal blockages. The doctors had been almost sure that he did--but they were wrong. So that means no surgery.

What he does have is something called a lazy colon. Or was that a sleepy colon. Whatever, Mr. Colon has gone to sleep on the job. And I won't even go into the treatment for that.

The fun continues: Even before Vann went through the discomfort and humiliation of the colon remedy, he was given the gift of a brand new bladder catheter, which didn't work. Fortunately, the catheter came with a warranty. So the good nurse removed it and inserted another one.

There's more: no food, no water, nothing by mouth for now. Well, he can have ice chips, but they aren't very filling. He's really hoping that once the colon treatment is finished, whenever that is, he can have some food. He's thinking steak and potatoes to start.

So, you see, even though we received some very happy, welcome news today, Vann endured one of the worst days yet. And he's being such a good soldier. Oh he gets grumpy from time to time. But who wouldn't? I think, under the circumstances, he's doing exceptionally well. 

No word about when Vann will get to come home this time. He's still scheduled for chemo before he leaves the hospital, but nobody has told us when that will start.

I'm feeling much better today. I got some good sleep last night. And although I spent all morning and afternoon at the hospital, I did some resting there too in the reclining chair in Vann's room. 

Amy is at the hospital now. She came home around noon and got some sleep and went back about 7:00, just as I was getting home. Andy went to the doctor this morning. She doesn't have the flu or anything too serious. Just a really bad cold. So she's having to stay away from us for a few days until she is no longer contagious.

So that's my Tuesday report. It may sound redundant, but we both want to thank all of you for your prayers, positive thoughts, well wishes, and sweet comments. We're overwhelmed by all the caring that's coming from Blogland. Our best wishes to you all for a good and peaceful night.

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On 08/25/2009, Red Geranium Cottage said ...

Susan, I am so sorry for Vann. I hope they get that all cleared up so he can come home and be with you. The best nurse of all.
Hugs

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On 08/25/2009, Molly said ...

Poor Vann!!! I'm SO thankful it wasn't a blockage though. Praying for normalcy SOON for you both.

Molly

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On 08/25/2009, Trudy Neill of Windemere Farm said ...

Hi you two. What a vicious cycle life can be...one takes pain medicine to become comfortable, and it puts the bowel to sleep too! Once things are back on the "go" again, perhaps they can add some meds for that and once strength returns and activity,that will help as well. You know I am praying as always, sending warm thoughts, and lots of love to all of you.....as ever, Trudy

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On 08/25/2009, Jane McCarthy said ...

You and Vann have been on my mind and in my heart all day.....thought I would check again tonight, and I'm so glad to hear that things are looking up. I had a complete bowel blockage a few years ago, had to have surgery, and then I had an ilius, which sounds like what Vann is experiencing. Well, my colon must have been hibernating, because it took 24 days in the hospital (no food/drink) before Ms. Colon woke up. I recently read in a medical article that just chewing gum can stimulate the lining of the bowel----you might ask the drs., or just try it. I wish I had known about this when I was in the hospital. Best of luck...and here's hoping you're out of the hospital soon! Jane McCarthy

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On 08/26/2009, Carol said ...

I thought about you two all day yesterday...glad the news is good...no surgery...that's the best news...glad you got some rest! Those good thoughts keep coming your way...take care!

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On 08/26/2009, Connie W said ...

You both continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

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On 08/26/2009, Beverly said ...

Ugh! Poor buddy. Enduring the hospital is a tough row. Thank God they are there when we need them, but you feel like you need a vacation when you are released.

My prayers continue. I know in my heart that God is smiling on you both along this bumpy road.

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On 08/26/2009, CarlaH said ...

So glad that the news is good - although the treatment was not - my husband went through the same thing (due to painkillers for his back) a few years ago and prefers not to remember the occasion. Keeping my fingers crossed for an early release and continued improvement.

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On 08/26/2009, ceramicnut said ...

Good news,you take care of yourself rest as
much as you can.You will need your strenght
when Vann comes home.My prayers are with You
and Vann.
Linda W. from Texas

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On 08/26/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Do I ever hear you, sweetie!

Poor Vann! Being in the hospital is no place for the modest or faint hearted, is it? Mercy! The things they do to people in the name of helping. I'm an RN so can say that with certainty as I've been on the helping end of some procedures and the receiving end and that receiving end is no fun.

Glad to hear the other news as that's all good and especially that Andy isn't badly sick.

Keep taking good care of you!

Prayers continue ...

Mighty hugs - Barbara

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On 08/26/2009, Kai said ...

Goodness! Morton Salt surely has the right tag line: When it rains, it pours. Whew! But I choose to look at it THIS way - all that rain can be a pain in the patoot when it's going on, but it comes down for good reason. So let's hope all these trials poor Vann is enduring, all this worrying I know YOU are doing, plus the girls' mother's hospitalization, AND Andy's bad old cold are all going to 'grow' something beautiful. LOVE YOU!!!!
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Back to the Hospital

I'm sorry to report that Vann is back in the hospital. He had stopped being able to eat and was getting weaker and weaker. This afternoon when we went for chemo, Dr. L admitted him to the hospital. The good news was that his blood counts were very good, and his abdomen wasn't distended. His blood pressure was excellent, no temperature. But plenty of pain, weakness, and nausea.

They did a series of x-rays this evening as soon as Vann was settled in. I hope we'll hear what they showed tomorrow. They aren't letting him have anything by mouth, not even water. That makes me think that they could be thinking "surgery."

I wanted very much to stay with Vann tonight. But I slept about two hours last night and about the same the night before. My entire body feels like it's on fire and I'm totally exhausted. I'm afraid if I don't get some rest and try to get the fibro pain under control, I won't be able to take care of Vann when he gets home. Amy is staying the night at the hospital, dividing her time between Vann and her mom. It's sort of convenient that they're both in the same hospital. I just wish neither one of them were. Amy is really being a trooper and doing everything she can to help us and her mom. Andy has been a great help too, but now she has come down with some kind of respiratory thing and really needs caring for herself. I think this family needs a complete tune-up.

Calls continue to pour in from friends and neighbors with offers of help. God has blessed us richly with good friends and family.

Please do keep us all in your prayers. We need them now more than ever. Hugs to all.

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On 08/24/2009, Donna said ...

I have been thinking about you and Vann. My family has had some very tough times in the last few weeks. Hospitals and such. My prayers are with you all.
Donna in Attalla

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On 08/25/2009, ~Tonya said ...

Oh Susan, I do hope that Vann will remain strong and that there is good news in the morning.

I pray for Vann, you and your family. A very difficult time for all of you. You get rest too and take care of yourself.

Many Blessings,
~Tonya

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On 08/25/2009, Marie said ...

Sorry to hear that Vann's back in the hospital and that you're feeling worn out. i'll be praying for renewed strength for both of you.

I love the image you used for today's post. True hope really only does come one way!

Also thanks so much for sharing the video of Lynda Randle & the Gaithers. I love that song!!

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On 08/25/2009, Linda said ...

I'm praying for you and Vann and family. Excellent signpost. Keep on the Hope Road.

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On 08/25/2009, Connie W said ...

Will keep your family in my prayers too. Hugs

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On 08/25/2009, Alison Gibbs said ...

Susan my thoughts are with you and Vann. Sending positive thoughts your way, look forward to good news tomorrow
Alison

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On 08/25/2009, Amy said ...

Stay strong Sus. You relax (I know it seems like a foreign concept right now) and try to work on getting your fibro under control. I'll be keeping Dad company and can do all the housework and such. Just let me know what else I can do--I know you're exhausted.

Love you!

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On 08/25/2009, Molly said ...

Oh Susan! When it rains it pours doesn't it? You, Vann, Amy's mom, Andy and everyone else are in my constant prayers!! Take care of yourself please, you are right that you'll be no good if the fibro flares any more. Let us know what's going on today if you can.

Molly

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On 08/25/2009, Joyce said ...

Susan, your email makes me so sad for Vann, you and your entire family. Please read Isaiah 43:1-7. It is a scripture that has carried me through some tough times. I am going to the Lord right now to petition His mercy, grace and healing for Vann, you and all your family. Also, didn't my friend (Charlene) from the Healing Rooms send you a CD of healing scriptures? If so, please pray it continuously in Vann's room so that he can hear it and be bathed in God's promises. Blessings to you both. Joyce

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On 08/25/2009, Sandy said ...

So sorry to hear Vann is back n the hospital...we will continue to pray for him and you.....

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On 08/25/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Dear heart,

I'm so sorry that Vann needed to be back in the hospital but am elated there was no distension and that his blood counts were/are good. Hope today's news is good, too. Hydration, nutrition, and pain can be handled at home when you have assistance there.

Daughters are the best in saving the day, aren't they? So speaks this daughter, of course!! Hope Amy holds up and Andy gets over this annoying bug.

Take good care of you, sweetie. Hospital chairs and long hours away from home all feed the aches and bothers. Give yourself permission to tend to yourself with a long bath, nap, or whatever it takes so you can feel as good as possible when you're with Vann.

Hugs, blessings, and continuing prayers ...

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On 08/25/2009, Laurie said ...

We're praying. Take good care.

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On 08/25/2009, CarlaH said ...

So sorry to hear of this newest setback. You must feel as though you are on a roller coaster of emotions. Here's hoping that the news today is good. Take care of yourself, my thoughts are with you and yours.

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On 08/25/2009, Lisa D. said ...

Prayers going up for you and for Vann, Susan. I hope you get some answers today.

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On 08/25/2009, Carol said ...

Lots of prayers and good thoughts for you and Vann. Take good care!

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On 08/25/2009, Melinda said ...

Susan - I am thinking of you and Vann and praying for to get better so he can be home with you. Take care of yourself so you can take care of Vann. I wish I was closer so I could help in person.

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On 08/25/2009, Lallee said ...

Susan, I'm continuing to pray for the well being of each of you! I'm keeping track. Loved the song so much. Very touching story about the young neighbor's essay. We never know who is watching us.
Hugs,
Lallee

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On 08/25/2009, Beverly said ...

Susan, I am at a loss for words. Everything I can think to write seems so cliche. But, please know that I am holding you all very close to my heart and in my prayers.

Be strong, dear one.

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On 08/25/2009, Bonnie said ...

Oh Susan, I hate to hear the latest news. My prayers and thoughts are still with you all. You have to take care of yourself too.
God be with you and your family,
Blessings,
Bonnie

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On 08/25/2009, Joan said ...

My thoughts are with both you and Vann. Keeping you in my prayers.

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On 08/25/2009, Penny @ Lavender Hill Studio & The Comforts of Home said ...

I am keeping positive thoughts....please take care of yourself too Susan...
xo
Penny

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On 08/25/2009, AwtemNymf said ...

Hugs & Prayers for you and the family my dear! HUGS!!!

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On 08/25/2009, ceramicnut said ...

Oh Susan,I am sorry that Vann is back in
the hospital.You take care of yourself you
don't need to be in the bed next to him,ok
at home but not there.
My prayers are with YOU and VANN
GOD BLESS YOU BOTH
Linda from Texas

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On 08/25/2009, *karendianne. said ...

Today...the tender leaves of hope, tomorrow blossoms. My thoughts are with YOU and VANN and the entire family and friends that encircle you with love and faith. Thinking of you with light, love and the richness of prayer.

*karendianne.

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On 08/25/2009, Karyl said ...

Susan Take Good Care of You as well!!! You need to be good to yourself to be good for Vann-- God's Blessings to you both!
Karyl

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On 08/25/2009, Jean said ...

I'm am so terribly sorry for all you are going through. I'll for sure keep you and all of your family in my prayers. My husband had a stroke four years ago (he's ok). The one thing I had to learn to do was accept help, in whatever way it came. From mowing my yard to gettng me a milk shake. When people ask what they can do it's so easy to say, "Oh, I'm fine. I don't need anything." When in fact, you do need help and they lovingly want to give it to you. Take them up on it. It'll make you and them feel so much better.

May the Lord's angels wrap their wings around you in the dark corners of your night to keep you safe and warm.

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On 08/25/2009, Lavender Dreamer said ...

I am keeping you both in my prayers. God bless you and keep you.

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On 08/25/2009, Elaine said ...

I am keeping both of your and rest of your family in my prayers. Praying for good news in the morning!

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On 08/25/2009, Mary on Lake Pulaski said ...

Prayers for all of you.

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On 08/25/2009, Kelee Katillac said ...

Dear Susan:

I am sad that this is the experience of your life right now. And for Vann and the family. I know you feel worn out and probably are having a hard time keeping up the pace. I affirm for you right now:

"God is holding you tight and you feel His compassionate presence. You are being Divinely renewed and strengthened. You will hear the right and perfect guidance in every moment...giving you the ability to see life through. And God's highest good is unfolding for all of you right now. And you will have the courage to embrace the eternal good."


love, kelee
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God on the Mountain With Sound

Some have said they've never heard this song. Here's Lynda Randle and the Gaither bunch with a beautiful rendition.

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On 08/23/2009, Joanne said ...

Lovely! And so true. - Joanne

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On 08/24/2009, Deb said ...

You brought back LOTS of memories, Susan! I was listening to this song more than 30 years ago. Even saw Vestal there towards the end of the video...and how about her song, "God Walks the Dark Hills"? Thanks for reminding us all not to despair in the valleys! (Praying for y'all even though I don't comment often!)

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On 08/24/2009, Teresa said ...

Thanks for a reminder of this song. This has been an extremely tough year for me and my heart just aches when I see others down in the valley too. Your blog continues to be a source of inspiration and comfort for me and from your words I know you have many around you that give you that support and comfort too.

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On 08/24/2009, Pam Schroeder said ...

Hard to remember in the valley - terrific reminder. Here's hoping you feel God's touch on your shoulder as you experience the valleys of life! PAM

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On 08/24/2009, Gayle said ...

I'll need a tissue warning next time...lots of good tears while watching that.

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On 08/24/2009, sherri said ...

Susan and Vann you have my prayers and I loved the song it was perfect right now! God be there for you now and always

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On 08/24/2009, Laurie said ...

That was just lovely!

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On 08/25/2009, Julie said ...

I'd never heard that one before. Thanks for sharing it. I really enjoyed it....Praying for your family this evening.
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He's Still God in the Valley

Life Is Easy, When Your Up On The Mountain
and You've Got Peace Of Mind
like You've Never Known
but Then Things Change And Your Down In The Valley
don't Lose Hope For Your Never Alone

for The God On The Mountain Is Still God In The Valley
when Things Go Wrong He'll Make Them Right
and The God Of The Good Times, Is Still God Of The Bad Times
and The God Of The Day Is Still God Of The Night

you Talk Of Faith When Your Up On The Mountain
oh, But The Talk Comes So Easy
when Life's At Its Best
but Its Down In The Valley Of Trials And Temptations
that's Where Faith Is Really Put To The Test

for The God On The Mountain Is Still God In The Valley
when Things Go Wrong He'll Make Them Right
and The God Of The Good Times, Is Still God Of The Bad Times
and The God Of The Day Is Still God Of The Night

and The God Of The Day Is Still God Of The Night

"God On The Mountain" words and music by Tracy G. Dartt
Photo by Amy Cleveland (Mt. Ranier in background)

Please visit Spiritual Sundays for more inspirational posts.

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On 08/23/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Amen, sister! So very wonderfully true!

I see Amy is a very talented photographer, too! Beautiful picture!

I hope and pray Vann is feeling better and is able to eat something.

Hugs!

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On 08/23/2009, Trudy Neill of Windemere Farm said ...

Beautiful....thank you for posting this.

hugs to all of you,
Trudy

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On 08/23/2009, Gayle said ...

Amen...Amen...Amen. Love and Prayers, Gayle

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On 08/23/2009, Charlotte said ...

I love this song. We have a CD with with this song on it. It's wonderful. The words are so true.
For some reason I had a hard time getting your post to come up this time. Probably my internet connection or something. Now is seems to come in fine.
Blessings,
Charlotte

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On 08/23/2009, Clif said ...

I will just say "Amen" to what my wife Charlotte just said. Thanks for posting.

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On 08/23/2009, Sally said ...

Thanks for posting this song.

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On 08/23/2009, Ginger said ...

This is beautiful, I don't remember hearing this song before, but the words are so true.
God bles,
Ginger

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On 08/23/2009, Denise said ...

Such a nice post.

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On 08/24/2009, Ruth Landon said ...

Thank you Susan for that beautiful hymn. A few simple words say so much.
Ruth

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On 07/09/2010, Jordans 5 said ...

We don’t always get our hopes and dreams, and we don’t always get our own way.
But don’t give up hope, because you can make a difference one situation and one person at a time.
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A Fitting Tribute

Vann is very popular with the kids in the neighborhood. Actually, he's popular with kids everywhere; he speaks their language, I think, and he always has time for them. Yesterday, we found out just how popular he is with one of the neighborhood boys. Hunter is 13 and lives across the street from us. Two of his favorite things are soccer and fishing--and he's good at both of them.

Yesterday, Hunter and another neighbor boy, Alex, came over to visit Vann. They didn't stay long because they knew Vann didn't feel well. But before they left Hunter said, "I wrote a paper about you, Mr. Vann. About your strong faith in God." (Hunter goes to a private Christian school where they're allowed to acknowledge God's presence.)

Vann and I were just barely able to hold back the tears until the boys were gone. I hope Hunter will bring Vann the paper to read.

(Note to Hunter's Dad: I hope you don't mind too much that I boosted this photo of Hunter from your Facebook. I have some pics of him, but they're on the computer upstairs and I didn't want to climb the stairs. Anyway this one is so cool.)

Amy arrived on Thursday evening.  
Daughter Andy picked her up at the airport after Amy had spent the day traveling from Portland, Oregon. Amy and Phillip had more bad news this week. Their mother fell and broke her hip. She had hip replacement surgery and is not doing well. She already had several other health problems before the fall. Amy plans to stay with her at the hospital for the next few nights. Please keep our son Phillip and daughter Amy in your thoughts and prayers.

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On 08/22/2009, Joanne said ...

Tell Amy and Phillip I'm adding their mom to my prayer list.

Beautiful picture! Sophie looks like she's saying "Iams" instead of "cheese."

Hope Vann's appetite is improving. I'm thinking lime sherbet.

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On 08/22/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Sweet!! I also hope Vann is allowed to read Hunter's paper without embarrassing Hunter too much or embarrassing Vann either, of course.

So glad Amy is there but am sorry to hear about her mother's injury. Prayers beginning for her and continue for the rest of you.

Yes, Sophie is definitely cherishing the attention!

How about rainbow sherbet?

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On 08/22/2009, Kristine said ...

I hope you get to read Hunter's paper. You and Vann are such wonderful examples to the faith.

Maybe chicken and dumplings could tempt Vann's appetite?

Love to you and yours from me and mine.

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On 08/22/2009, Rachel @ Grasping for Objectivity said ...

That's so awesome that he is such a great mentor!! Great story!

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On 08/23/2009, Bonnie said ...

Susan, it makes my heart sing when I see children having faith and God in their lives.
Amy and Phillip's Mom is in my thoughts and prayers along with Vann.
Blessings,
Bonnie

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On 08/23/2009, Beverly said ...

Gosh, Susan. When it rains, it pours, doesn't it? I know you are trying so hard to stay focused on the good. And, I know in my heart that God is there with all of you. The story you shared of Vann's little friend did bring me to tears. I believe that a life well-lived is one that makes the lives of others better. Clearly you and Vann exemplify well-lived lives. I am proud to call you my friend - even if it is only on-line.

My prayers are with all of you.

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On 08/24/2009, Kai said ...

Sniffle, sniffle ... now WHY do I not have a box of tissues by my computer when I need one? I'm SUCH a crybaby! I LITERALLY had to stop & go do other stuff this morning before I could respond to this post. That young man is a great testimony to Vann's beautiful spirit! And my forever prayers are with you and ALL your family!
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So Many Books; Only Two Eyes

Sometimes I just can't stick with reading just one book at a time. It's sort of like trying to work on just one sewing/quilting project at a time. I'll start one book, then another one catches my attention, and I think to myself that I'll just read the intro or the first page or the blurbs on the back. But then I get pulled in and really start to read that second book--and sometimes a third. That's what has happened recently.

I started reading Caitlin R. Kiernan's new book, The Red Tree, which may well be her best book yet. It reminds me just a little The Physic Book of Deliverance Dane in that both books deal with New England legends and spookiness, dusty old houses, deadly flora, and whatnot. Excellent read for those who like spooky stuff.

But before I was halfway finished with The Red Tree, my neighbor Jennifer brought me a copy of The Shape of Illusion by William Barrett. This book's theme centers around a 17th century painting depicting Jesus outside the court of Pontius Pilate after Pilate has sentenced Jesus to death. Each person who looks at the painting sees himself somewhere in the faces there. I've read only the first chapter of this one, but I'm tightly hooked.

And then, this morning, what did the mailman deliver but a copy of What the Bleep Do We Know, a book that deals with two of my favorite subjects: quantum physics and the soul. I tore the wrapper off the package, read the notes on the back and then the introduction. And that's how The Bleep Book became the third book in my "reading now" stack.

As I finish these books, I'll post them in the books-read list in the left sidebar with a brief review of each.

I hemmed a pair of Vann's new pajama pants this morning (yes, they're 100% cotton). I've also been trying to get Vann to eat. His appetite has slipped to almost nothing, plus the chemo has him nauseated this time. We talked to Dr. L's assistant this morning and were told to cut back on some of the meds, add more of some of the others, and try eating tiny amounts of soft food and drinking Gatorade. And if that doesn't work, I'm going to play the airplane game that I used to do with my children to get them to eat.

Thanks for all the comments, the well wishes, and the prayers. We love you all. 

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On 08/21/2009, Niki said ...

You are an inspiration. With all the troubles you're going through you still take time to remember us. Your avid blog followers.
Thank you for the synopsis of the Red book. I will make a point of getting a copy.

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On 08/21/2009, KBeau said ...

I love to read, but one book at a time is about all I can keep up with. I do usually have a book going, however.

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On 08/21/2009, Gayle said ...

You've probably already tried this, but have you tried vanilla ice cream for Vann? Keeping your family in my prayers, Gayle
I'm going to have to read the book you just received. It looks fascinating.

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On 08/21/2009, Michelle said ...

HI. I am your pinkeep swap partner. Tell me what kind of Halloween decorations you like. Email me anytime.
Michelle

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On 08/21/2009, Bobbi Hudson said ...

Dear Vann and Susie,
I have just returned after a week in Mi. I went to visit with my brother. I read your latest blogs. You're always in my thoughts and prayers. I hope Vann's pain has subsided and his appetite has returned.

His pictures have always spoken to me--just pure beauty in nature, which he captures so very well.
Take care-may God be with you both.
Bobbi

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On 08/21/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Ah, the joy of sequestered nooks and sweet serenity of books (or something like that!)... even less than serene books of the spooky kind!

Yes, I love to read. Am working my way thru the old Madeline L'Engle books I missed as a child and am amazed at her imagination and love the themes of love and harmony in the universe.

Glad you found 100% cotton pjs.

When my dad was undergoing chemo, he ate lots of Pancho's cheese dip and Tostitos. It's a bit of a hot dip with the Rotel, but my father said it kept it's correct flavor and he loved Rotel.

Pancho's Cheese Dip
Combine in microwave dish:
1 lb American cheese, sliced or block, grated
1 1/2 tsp. cumin
1/4 to 1/2 tsp. black pepper
1 can Rotel (puree)
1/2c. boiling water - optional

Heat until melted, then stir like crazy. Keeps well in the refrigerator for a week.

Hope this sounds and tastes appetizing to Vann and the rest of you.

Prayers continue ...

Hugs - Barbara

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On 08/22/2009, Kai said ...

I hope you know you have me HOOKED. LOL! I will be buying THE RED TREE! Looks awesome! I'm well into THE PHYSICK BOOK OF DELIVERANCE DANE and I LOVE it! I'm such a 'student' of things like the Salem witchcraft trials, the Holocaust, Jim Jones and the mass suicides, and the Waco insanity. It fascinates me how people can be SHEEP & just blindly follow a person or an idea. I think my obsession began with Orwell's ANIMAL FARM way back in 6th grade. (Yes, I read it way before it was required reading in high school. I was always an odd one. LOL!) Anyway, thank you for the heads up re: THE RED TREE. How is Vann feeling today? I HOPE something begins to turn around for him VERY soon! He's gone through ENOUGH and THEN some! If I could think of ANYTHING to send him that would appeal to his appetite, I'd send it. 'Course in this heat, it may be just as well if I DON'T. Give him gentle hugs from me. And you KNOW I'm going to say it - TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. Sometimes when we are worried about someone else, we forget to take care of US. YOU ARE VALUABLE and we all love you so much, Susan! Keep us posted!

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On 08/22/2009, Lavender Dreams said ...

I'll put these on my list, too! Thank you! And God bless you both!

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On 08/22/2009, Nicole said ...

My father is a professor emeritus at Stanford University. One of his departmental colleagues is a man named William Tiller. Professor Tiller had a role in the movie What the Bleep Do We Know--he was the scientific consultant. He has a long history and good reputation as an expert in Auralian photography (he sees auras by use of a special photographic technique). He has written a number of books--one is Science and Human Transformation: Subtle Energies, Intentionality and Consciousness. He truly believes that our universe has a strong spiritual component and undertakes to prove this scientifically. I grew up with "Bill" as a frequent guest at my parents home, and feel privileged to have been close to him and his family.
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The Best Husband & Dad Ever

Vann is home from the hospital. Please pray for him and for his family and friends. 

"And my God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus." --Philippians 4:19

Thank you, Marie.

 

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On 08/19/2009, Penny @ Lavender Hill Studio & The Comforts of Home said ...

So glad that Vann is home. I will keep you all in my heart and prayers.
Hugs,
Penny

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On 08/19/2009, Ruth Landon said ...

So happy for you all to have Vann home. I'll keep you in my prayers.
Ruth

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On 08/19/2009, Pesky Patti said ...

Home is good. When you know the ones you love are so near. Be sure and take care of yourself along the way.

Hugs and prayers,

Pesky Patti

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On 08/19/2009, Diana Napier said ...

You are such a courageous and spirited person, Susan. I pray for your Vann and for your continued strength in dealing with all these issues. I'm not sure how you continue to get things done and with such a good attitude. You're an inspiration!

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On 08/19/2009, Amy Rochelle said ...

Such wonderful news that Vann is home! You will all be in my thoughts and prayers~

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On 08/19/2009, CarlaH said ...

So glad that Vann is home - I am sure that being there will help him so much. Thinking of you both.

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On 08/19/2009, Lynne in Hawaii said ...

Your family are in our prayers! Give your Vann hugs and encouragement from all of us!

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On 08/19/2009, Elaine said ...

So glad Vann is home. Thoughts and prayers for Vann, you and the rest of your family.

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On 08/19/2009, Marie said ...

So happy to hear that Vann is home ~ your family remains in my prayers.

Philippians 4:19

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On 08/19/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Joy, joy, joy!!!!!! Welcome home, Vann! Has Sophie gotten off of your lap yet?!

May each of you enjoy every minute of being back together in your home sweet yellow house.

Prayers continue, as they would!

Hugs!

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On 08/19/2009, Lavender Dreams said ...

I'm so happy he is home. He can rest so much better at home! We are keeping him in our prayers.

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On 08/19/2009, *karendianne. said ...

Overflowing prayers of light and love. *karendianne.

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On 08/19/2009, ceramicnut said ...

I am glad Vann is home,with God in your heart you can do anything.You take care of
yourself also.When I see a red bird and that's everyday I say a little prayer for
Vann and You.
Linda W. from Texas

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On 08/19/2009, Debbie said ...

So happy Vann is home and can rest (who can sleep or rest in a hospital?). My thoughts and prayers are filled with you, Vann, and family.

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On 08/19/2009, debbi said ...

Sue,

You, Vann and family are in my prayers and I am send warm hugs your way.

DubiQuilts - Debbi

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On 08/19/2009, Chris P said ...

Prayers, hugs and well wishes to Vann, you and your family.

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On 08/19/2009, Nicole said ...

I hold you all in my heart.

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On 08/20/2009, Carol said ...

You all continue to be in my thoughts and prayers. I am so glad Vann is home.

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On 08/20/2009, Lallee said ...

All of you are in my prayers.
(((Hugs)))
Lallee

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On 08/20/2009, Kristine said ...

Ya'll are in our prayers all the time. I'm glad to hear he is home with you and Sophie Belle. Love to you and yours.

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On 08/20/2009, Deb said ...

Hi Susan ~ That's great news! Glad to hear he's home. I prayed for him this morning and will continue.

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On 08/20/2009, Kai said ...

THREE HUGE CHEERS FOR VANN'S HOMECOMING! I know BOTH of you are glad he's there! Vann, if you could just HEAR me talking about you & Susan, and what genuinely good, caring people you are, you'd know how much I want you to get well! Susan, DO work on those gorgeous quilt pieces 'cause I am EAGER to see them completed! And I already had the book, The Physick Book of Deliverance Dane on my shelves, but when I read your review I pulled it to read. Just on about p. 112 so BARELY started, but I'm LOVING it! Hugs & MORE hugs to you & Vann! Did you find his cotton pjs?

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On 08/20/2009, Beverly said ...

Susan, I am holding you so very close in my heart. My prayers are constant for all of you. I pray that Vann is feeling more comfort, and that his pain has been controlled.

My hand and heart are reaching out to you over the miles. I wish there was a way I could help.

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On 08/20/2009, jeanne said ...

Dear Susan, I am so happy that Vann is back. I do hold you all in my prayers everyday. blessings and happy wishes to you both to be together after the hospital stay.

Blessings and love...Jeanne

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On 08/20/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Have you time to put the cardinal tree up or is it already up and I missed it?

Thinking of you today as cardinals flew to our evergreen tree. I think cardinals know they look spectacular with an evergreen background!

Hugs and prayers ...

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On 08/20/2009, Alison Gibbs said ...

Thinking of Vann and wishing him well.
Alison

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On 08/20/2009, Libby Dillard said ...

Thinking of both of you and saying prayers for you and your family! Libby

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On 08/21/2009, Beverly said ...

Just coming back by to let you know you are in my thoughts and prayers.

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On 08/21/2009, Lisa D. said ...

This is such wonderful news. I hope Vann continues to grow stronger every day.

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On 08/21/2009, Patti Koosed said ...

Happy to hear that you hubby is home.

We received bad news this week. My hubby has lymphoma and growths around his pancreas. We will get the pathology report on Monday to determine what kind of lymphoma and what chemo is going to be needed to melt this cancer.

My prayers are with you and Vann
God Bless You
Patti

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On 08/21/2009, kim said ...

I bet you are so glad to have Vann hone.

You are all in my prayers!

Hugs, Kim

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On 08/22/2009, alexandrine said ...

Oh! i'm happy is back home;
best wishes from France Vann. Get well soon for your family.
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Keeping Busy

This is my play bag I take with me to the hospital each day. As you can see, it has my knitting and my reading, and my brand new issue of Love of Quilting. Not getting much sewing done these days, but I have plans for when Vann gets home (see below).

To work on my August Charming Girls Challenge project......

and to finish this mystery project for the Charming Girls Tea Towel Swap.
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My Disappearing Nine Patch Blocks from the swap came in last week. Aren't they gorgeous? Can anyone tell me what that rabbit fabric is and where I can get some?

Vann is feeling better each day and holding his own as far as the disease is concerned. He went through a very long chemo session yesterday as well as the procedure to draw more fluid from his abdomen. Still no word about when Dr. L. is going to release him to come home.

I'm off now in search of 100% cotton pajamas for Vann. That was his request today, But right this minute, Sophie's request is for me to take her outside. So bye to all my good blogging buddies.

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On 08/18/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Hi friend!

Here's a great fabric shop search that may be good help with the fabric hunt. I'll look there for you but you should know about this anyway. www.quiltshops.com click on search, select search words, and click Thumbnails. No matches? Try different words.

Cheers that Vann is feeling better and hanging in there. I know it's no fun because there are few times in life when hospitals are fun.

Love your busy-bag contents!

Prayers and thanksgiving continue ....

Hugs to all!

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On 08/18/2009, Lisa D. said ...

I hope Vann gets to come home soon. I know he will be more comfortable there. That rabbit fabric is a new Moda line from Tula Pink called Hushabye.

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On 08/18/2009, Beverly said ...

Thanks for letting us know how you both are doing, Susan. I know how hard it is to be in the hospital - for both of you.

I'm praying.

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On 08/26/2009, Ashleigh C said ...

The bunny fabric is from the collection Full Moon Forest :D
here is the maker's blog link
http://tulapink.com/?p=7
found it surfing etsy
Love
ash

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The Great Chipmunk Caper

A Sophie Belle Patterpaw Mystery

It was a day like any other. I was on the back porch reading; Sophie was in the backyard sniffing. All of a sudden a great commotion arose. The sound was a bit like marbles rattling around in a plastic bucket. It was coming from the backyard to the left of the porch steps. I put down my book quickly and hurried to see what the matter was.

There was Sophie, her head in the gutter downspout up to her eyeballs. A high-pitched squeal and a vicious schnoodle growl were blending with the marbles-in-bucket sound to create a regular cacophony. 

Then, right before my eyes, Sophie made a lunge and wedged her head even further, up to her ears in the downspout. She was stuck. She flopped over on her back, legs kicking in the air, body wiggling like a fish out of water. The squeals and growls were increasing in volume. While I was trying frantically to figure out how to unwedge my dog from the pipe, out she popped, chipmunk in mouth, and across the backyard she ran. 

Not to be too outdone, I ran right after her. She stopped. "Drop it!" I ordered, but she was most averse to taking orders right now. There was yet the endgame to be played. I remembered that Vann had always told me that, no matter how distasteful to me Sophie's kills are, I must praise her for her prowess.

"Good girl!" I said with gusto while patting her on her black little head. "Goooooooood girl! Now drop it."

But Soph was still not ready to relinquish her booty. It took a few more coaxing good-girls before she let me have the by-now-quite-dead chipmunk for disposal. 

Later in the house, Sophie had a treat and I had a glass of iced tea. Just another day in the life of THE SOPHINATOR.

IN OTHER NEWS
I spent yesterday afternoon at the hospital with Vann while Andy stayed here with Sophie. When I got home, she had done all my laundry, cleaned up my kitchen, and given Miss Sophie so much love and attention that I don't think the dog even cared that I was home. I had cooked a chicken in the crock pot earlier and so I made up a fine chicken salad for supper, adding toasted pecans, dried cranberries, and some chopped green onions. 

After Andy went home, I turned on the tv to find I had almost missed the season premiere of one of my favorite shows, "Mad Men." This is the second season of the show which follows the drinking, smoking, back-stabbing, and sexual escapades of a 1960s New York ad firm. I love it! That Don Draper is one sexy dude.

Lots going on at the hospital today, so I must get up and get myself going. Vann is scheduled for lots of tests and procedures, including another periocardiocentesis (which means drawing fluid from his abdomen), another CT scan, and chemo. 

Again, I can't tell you all often enough how much we appreciate all your prayers and good wishes. I give Vann a report on them every day. May God bless you all richly.

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On 08/17/2009, Nicole said ...

Sophie the Warrior Princess! She looks quite magnificent in that photo. We need one more fierce female and we could have our own version of Charlie's Angels!
Hope things are less tense at the hospital today.

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On 08/17/2009, Karla said ...

I can picture Sophie's head stuck in the pipe! Thank goodness she got out on her own. Continued positive energy being sent your way.
Karla

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On 08/17/2009, Bonnie said ...

Susan, you had me laughing reading the story with Sophie. I can just see her all excited you praising her and she feeling she did good.
Still thoughts and prayers,
Bonnie

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On 08/17/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Aren't pets one of life's greatest sources of comfort, delight, and laughter? Still wiping tears from imagining Sophie's predicament. I'm so glad she got herself out of the pipe!

Bless Andy's good heart!

Hope that all goes well today, that each procedure increases Vann's comfort and that all give the medical staff good information for the next step.

Hugs to you and Vann. Prayers continue ...

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On 08/17/2009, Beverly said ...

Susan, you have me laughing at the latest Sophie adventure. I believe I would have had the same reaction as you.

My prayers are constant for you and Vann. Tell him I am waving a hello from blogland.

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On 08/17/2009, Laurie said ...

Well, I gasped out loud when I read this, because I had almost exactly the same adventure with my beagle, a chipmunk, and a downspout last week!!

I hope Vann does well today.

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On 08/17/2009, Molly said ...

Oooh, my dad doesn't like chipmunks, they can ruin a pier and beam foundation quick!! He may have to find a Sophie type dog if the ones they've had come back.

Prayers for Vann and you this week, continually. I'm sorry he's having so much painful stuff going on.

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On 08/17/2009, Kelly@CharmingChatter said ...

Oh Susan, I'm so sorry to hear about Vann, and I will keep both of you in my prayers. I hope all went well at the hospital.

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On 08/17/2009, Lavender Dreams said ...

What cute photos! I am keeping you and Vann in my prayers!

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On 08/17/2009, Ruth Landon said ...

Just what you needed some fun with Sophie to lighten your mood; althiugh I'm sure you could have done with out the deceased chipmunk.
Continued prayers for you and Vann, hope his tests and procedures went well today.
Ruth

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On 08/17/2009, Trudy Neill of Windemere Farm said ...

Hi you two. I had to smile at this chipmunk story as it brought back many fine memories of me growing up in the virgin woods of northern Michigan with chipmunks everywhere. My dad caught one for me once by putting watermelon seeds and melon inside a minnow bucket that had a string attached to the small opening/lid. We hid and waited for the curious little guy to climb inside and go for the seeds. Bingo...down came the lid and then what to do....my dad had to build a cage for it and I kept it most of the summer before letting it go. Such good childhood memories....things to smile about with sweet thoughts 50+years later. Thoughts/prayers continue for all of you there, from all of us at Windemere Farm.
Love, Trudy

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On 08/18/2009, Kai said ...

Sophie, you are a CHAMPION CHIPMUNK CATCHER! LOL! I just LOVE that lil' doggy! You know, I've never SEEN a chipmunk except on tv or books, etc. I have to admit, for such destructive critters, they really are kinda cute, aren't they? I hope Vann is doing MUCH better today! You KNOW I keep you both close to my heart and always in my prayers! LOVE YOU!!!! Kai

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On 08/20/2009, Tara said ...

Ick, so glad my dogs haven't dragged in anything bigger than a frog yet!

PS- on the Mad Men, this is actually season 3, so you might want to see if you missed a season! All good stuff..
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The Lord's Day

Our heartfelt thanks to everyone for your comments, good wishes, and prayers. I'm too tired for much of an update this morning, and I need to get hopping and get to the hospital anyway. First, the Sophinator and I have to have baths. I'll try to remember later to tell you about Sophie's "Great Chipmunk Caper."

Vann reports that he had a very good night, had a walk this morning on Dr. L's advice, and was planning to take a nap when I last talked to him. He'll be having chemo at the hospital tomorrow. Still no word on when he'll be home. Dr. L wants him there until the pain and nutrition issues are under control. But maybe I already told you that.

Remember to check out the Spiritual Sunday site for inspirational posts on this wonderful day that the Lord has made. For my spiritual Sunday, I'd just like to ask for continued prayers for Vann. 

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On 08/16/2009, Nicole said ...

I wish I could be there to hold your hand.

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On 08/16/2009, Sandy said ...

Oh Susan, thanks for the update. Sounds like things are improving and I am so thankful. God is so good and He loves us so much. Take care of yourself and try and get some rest. You will both be in our prayers and thoughts today.

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On 08/16/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

So glad to hear Vann had a good night and has been up walking. Thanks be to God! Hope the way will soon be open for him to come home.

Nap when you can and remember to eat to keep yourself in good shape.

Sending huge hugs and wish they could be real hugs.

Prayers for each of you continue ...

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On 08/16/2009, Pat said ...

I've been catching up on your blog since I've been nursing a broken leg for several weeks. You have such a lovely, creative blog; I think "Where Women Create" should feature you! I'm sorry to hear that Vann has had some setbacks. His photography is beautiful; he's very creative, too. I hope your "power surges" have less wattage. Lots of love your way and my prayers for you both.

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On 08/16/2009, Beverly said ...

My thoughts and prayers are with you constantly. Take care of yourself, too.

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On 08/16/2009, Sally said ...

It's difficult to see someone you love go through chemo. Hang on to God and know that He is going through this with you.

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On 08/16/2009, Clif said ...

Thanks for the update. I will join with you and the others in prayer.

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On 08/16/2009, rcubes said ...

It's neat when we can pray altogether. Blessings to you...

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On 08/16/2009, Charlotte said ...

Thanks for the update. I'm glad he's feeling better and the chemo goes well tomorrow.
I had to smile at your previous post with the witch picture. I still have an occasional hot flash and I'm 72. I remember my mother saying she still got them when she was 80. Thankfully they're not nearly as frequent as severe as they were around age 50.
I'm praying for Vann and for you.
Blessings,
Charlotte

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On 08/16/2009, Bonnie said ...

Susan, you have our prayers with you and thank you for the update. I hope when you get to the hospital Vann is feeling better.
Blessings,
Bonnie

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On 08/16/2009, Niki said ...

God bless you both. You are two very remarkable people with such talent and strength. You are in my prayers.

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On 08/16/2009, Ginger said ...

I will keep him and you in my prayers. Thank-you for this update.
Ginger

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On 08/16/2009, Kelee Katillac said ...

Hi Susan!

I am so sorry to hear about Vann. I know how tired you must be and stressed. I am keeping both of you in my highest thoughts and prayers.

And about hot, hot hot in the below post...I totally get it, get it, get it!

love, kelee

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On 08/17/2009, Denise said ...

I will pray for Vann.

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On 08/17/2009, Debbie Worley said ...

I read your blog weekly. I am sorry that this week has been so tough. Prayer is being lifted up for Vann, you, and the rest of your family during this difficult time.

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On 08/17/2009, Kai said ...

For whatever the reason, my comment didn't appear. So if I rewrite this & the FIRST one comes up, I apologize. I just said that I'm feeling BETTER today just knowing VANN is feeling better. And I said to be SURE and take care of YOU. I love you both!!!

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On 08/18/2009, Gayle said ...

I thought about you and Vann during my vacation and was glad to be able to catch up with your beautiful posts.

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On 08/18/2009, Sandi said ...

Sorry, I am very late getting around to Spiritual Sundays posts, God bless you and be encouraged! Alot of prayer going up in blogland! I have just prayed for you and your husband. Thanks for your post and have a wonderful week.

Blessings,
Sandi
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We Continue to Pray

 

They did the procedure yesterday to draw the fluid from Vann's abdomen, 4 liters (about a gallon), he said. He felt so much better afterward. But this morning he called me and said it was back, that his tummy was just as distended as before. He asked me to come to see him alone today. Don't know what that means. I hope it just means he wants some alone time with me. I'd like some with him too. Please join us in continued prayer.

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On 08/15/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

"Thou who art over us,
Thou who art one of us,
Thou who art;
Give me a pure heart, that I may see thee;
a humble heart, that I may hear thee;
a heart of love, that I may serve thee;
a heart of faith, that I may abide in thee.
Amen

- Dag Hammerskjold

Abide, dear heart. Prayers continue.

Hugs

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On 08/15/2009, Jenny Moon said ...

You and Vann are in my prayers as always. Enjoy your time with Vann today, you both need some time together.

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On 08/15/2009, Carol said ...

You both continue to be in my thoughts and prayers.

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On 08/15/2009, kim said ...

Hi Susan,

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Vann!

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On 08/15/2009, Joyce said ...

Susan & Vann,
I pray God's hand be upon you both to impart healing, peace, and grace.

Joyce

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On 08/15/2009, Ruth Landon said ...

You are both very much in my prayers today.
Ruth

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On 08/15/2009, Penny @ Lavender Hill Studio & The Comforts of Home said ...

You are both in my prayers....
Hugs,,,,
Penny

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On 08/15/2009, monica said ...

still thinking about you all.

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On 08/15/2009, Trudy Neill of Windemere Farm said ...

May the most serene peace be with you, may light shine all around you, may the sun shine and the winds blow gentle breezes, and may you know so many of us are with you in spirit.
Love,
Trudy

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On 08/15/2009, Brook Sellers said ...

I wrote you just now under yellow house update, as for this post, I want you and vann to know that God has you both wrapped in his fatherly arms. Lean into him let him ease the unknown, as only he can.
warmest , Brook

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On 08/15/2009, Joanne said ...

Jesus is there, and He loves you both so much.

My love and prayers - JR

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On 08/15/2009, Kai said ...

Susan, I was just released this afternoon from the hospital, and the FIRST thing I did was check on Vann's progress. I am forever keeping you both in my thoughts, my heart, my prayers. You are extremely beautiful friends, and I love you!

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On 08/15/2009, Linda said ...

You both are in my thoughts and prayers. May God hold you close.

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On 08/15/2009, Wilma said ...

My prayers and thoughts are with you and Vann. I come to your blog everyday to keep a check on you and Vann. Spend all the time you can together and enjoy each other and please keep us informed

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On 08/15/2009, Sandy said ...

Many prayers for you and Vann and the rest of the family. Please keep us informed about Vann's condition. There are a lot of concerned people praying for all of you and are anxiously waiting for a good report.

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On 08/15/2009, Donna said ...

I am praying for you and Vann. I know how hard it is waiting for news. Each day is a gift!
Donna

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On 08/16/2009, ceramicnut said ...

My prayers are for you and Vann.
Linda W.
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