What? Me Worry?
As those of you who follow my blog know, I had an MRI last week to find out what's causing the pain in my lower back and my increasing inability to walk. I've been waiting to hear from my doctor. Yesterday his appointment secretary called and told me that the doctor wants to see me to discuss the results of the MRI. I have an appointment to see him next week. Meanwhile, I have to go on with my life like I didn't have a big axe hanging over my head.
Why can't they just spit it out over the phone? Why do they have to hang you on tenterhooks to worry yourself sick for a week--on top of being worried about what is happening to me anyway.
Of course, I've imagined every single horrible thing possible that it could be--from crumbling bones to the big C. I just hate this. And all the worrying I guess has either made the pain worse or made it more noticeable. It sure as hell has made me grumpy.
My niece called me a little while ago to discuss some problem she has. I cut her off short and told her I couldn't deal with anybody else's problems right now. I never do that. It was rude, and I think she was shocked. But that's where I am right now. One more straw, and this camel's back is going down.
I could use prayers to help me get through this week. Thanks.
And, oh yeah, thanks to all you who have signed up for Judy and Peggy's book giveaway. It really is a great book about a fun technique with lots of gorgeous quilt patterns. I wish you all luck in the drawing, which will be June 10. And if you haven't signed up yet, but sure to go to my Tuesday post and do so. And don't forget to visit the other blogs in the hop for more chances to win a copy of the book Quick & Easy Hexie Quilts.
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On 06/06/2013, Donna said ...
I know how you feel! I had the same thing happen to me too... waiting a week is frustrating. Praying for you :)
Hugs,
Donna
On 06/06/2013, Alcea Rosea said ...
I am so sorry to hear of your pain and stress. Prayers and virtual hugs coming across the pond to you.
On 06/06/2013, Joanne said ...
So sorry for your ordeal. Of course it makes you short with other people, and with yourself and the animals. I know and understand.
On 06/06/2013, Barbara Anne said ...
Bless your heart, sweetie! I suggest you call the doctor's office back and ask for a prompt appointment or for information to assure you it isn't the big C but something else that requires discussion. You might need to leave a message for the doctor's nurse for this request. It is reasonable for you to make this call and unreasonable for them to keep you waiting and worrying until next week. I'm an assertive nurse but if I were were on your HIPPA privacy form, I'd make the call for you in a heartbeat. Be a pro-active patient and do make this call.
Come to think of it, if you email your doctor's name and phone number, I'll make the call. Since I'm not asking for information, it will work. I'm waiting to hear from you!
Prayers commensing as that's always good.
Big hugs!
On 06/06/2013, Lynn said ...
I know exactly how you feel and I agree - they should just tell you over the phone so you have time to process the information unless they are going to give you an appointment for the next day. Hugs!
On 06/06/2013, Karen in Michigan said ...
I sympathise with your distress over the wait. Same thing happened after my first mammogram. I was fine in the end, but it was a worrisome 2 years before the official all-clear. I hope it turns out well for you, too. In the meantime, how can you resist that pretty white tummy? Bella looks a lot like my own Smokey Joe. And he shows me his pretty tummy in an attempt to keep me home instead of going to work. Trust the cat--the pretty white tummy is the best.
On 06/06/2013, Linda Kay said ...
What you've said is so true - the waiting is really difficult. You would just rather know right away and deal with it. And when you are waiting the time really drags and you imagine the worst scenarios. Take care while you are waiting.
On 06/06/2013, Linda Enneking said ...
So sorry you have to wait so long the hear the results of your test. I am in the same boat right now, had a bone scan that showed some suspicious new spots,not good news for a breast cancer survivor. Will be seeing my doctor tomorrow. Hope he gives me some answers other than just ordering a biopsy.
Prayers on their way for you.
Linda
On 06/06/2013, Linda Volz said ...
Hi Susan -
I totally agree with Barbara Anne - call the doctor's office and let them know that you'll be in to see the doctor next week but in the meantime you need to know the results of the MRI test because the stress of not knowing is causing you severe anxiety which is not good for your health. I'd call and keep calling. My mama always used to say "the squeaky wheel gets the oil"
So squeak girlfriend. You don't have to squeak loud, just persistently. :-)
Wishing you healing mercies from above.
Linda
On 06/06/2013, Lynette said ...
Oh, I REALLY HATE that!! It's so terribly rude of them to do such things. You have to wait an entire week? I'm putting you on my prayers to be able to sleep between now and then. {{{{{{ }}}}}}
On 06/06/2013, Erin Hutchinson said ...
This is my first time on your blog, but I can imagine the horrible things you are imagining right now. My prayers are with you.
On 06/06/2013, Sharon Penney-Morrison said ...
Listen....Your Dr. will give you the results and probably send you to an Orthopedic surgeon, just so you have connections with one, and get the new pt. stuff all out of the way. The surgeon will tell you if your back is bad enough for surgery.
I have been down this road and it is scarey. Surgery will be your last option. You will probably want to get a handicap sticker for your car...you may want to use a cane...and they will put you on something to reduce the swelling which will help with the pain. We have learned to live with pain, and it looks like this is the way it is going to be for you and me. I am sorry for your pain and anxiety...I truly am.
hugs
I believe if it were CA...you would have been called in right away.
On 06/06/2013, Sheila said ...
Susan, it's horrible to have to spend this week with such anxiety. I agree with the others, call the dr's office and speak with a nurse instead of just the counter people. But you know that. I'm sending prayers and good thoughts to you.
On 06/06/2013, Jed Cage said ...
Hey Aunt Susan! I am praying for you - and I think that the doctor wouldn't make you wait until next week if it were anything too serious!! At least, I hope that the fact that they are willing to wait means that it's not too bad. Love you - Jed
On 06/06/2013, Linda said ...
Thoughts and prayers for you.
On 06/06/2013, Sandy said ...
Psalm 34:4
On 06/06/2013, Sylvia Weitzel said ...
Prayers my sweet friend.
On 06/06/2013, Jackie said ...
I read your blog but I dont "know" you. It's hard to just wait and worry but please know that many people are thinking of you and praying for you. Peace...
On 06/07/2013, Another Linda said ...
Yes, yes, do call the office and request a call from the dr or an earlier apt. In the meantime, you are in my prayers.
On 06/07/2013, Linda said ...
Like many others, I don't know you, but I feel blessed to have a peek into the lives of you and your yellow house companions.
It's OK to be "rude", even cuss a little bit. You are going to be OK. You have my prayers.
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