In a few hours, we're going to the church to celebrate the life of a man who will be forever tied to my heart. I rejoice that he's home, where he was so ready to go. I rejoice and thank God that he no longer feels the pain and humiliation of cancer.
When I think of the days and months and years ahead, I can't even imagine life without Vann. But he left me well prepared to carry on, he made me confident that I can do it. I miss him on this the third day since he left this life. And I know I'll miss him every day until we're reunited in whatever form souls take after death. He's waiting for us somewhere over there, Sophie. My heart knows it, and I believe yours does too.
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On 09/05/2009, Barbara Anne said ...
Dear heart, Love and prayers are with you today as you prepare for Vann's service and will be with you in the days and weeks to come. Your family and friends will be with you as will sweet Sophie. Vann will remain near to you in heart, soul, and spirit because you and he are part of each other.
One day at a time, dear, one day at a time.
Grace and peace and hugs - Barbara
On 09/05/2009, Gayle said ...
Lighting a candle for your remarkable husband this morning. God bless you and your family and friends.
On 09/05/2009, Dandelion Quilts said ...
You're right Susan. He is no longer in pain or suffering, he is rejoicing. I know days ahead with be rough on you, know that you are not alone. You are surrounded by prayers.
On 09/05/2009, Ruth Landon said ...
May the love of God be with you today, I know that Vann's presence will be with you in church.
Love and prayers for you as you move forward.
Ruth
On 09/05/2009, Mollye said ...
Oh Yes Susan, You bet he is and will be watching over you until that time. Hang onto that glorious and beautiful faith and God will lead you through the rest of your suffering.
On 09/05/2009, Tina said ...
Susan, May the peace of the Holy Spirit fill you today. I am sorry that I will not be able to be there with you today but you will be in my heart.
On 09/05/2009, Carol said ...
Lots of good thoughts and many prayers for you.
On 09/05/2009, Sandy said ...
Death is just the beginning for a Christian. What a wonderful God we have that had such a wonderful plan for his children in that we live forever. He is so good. He is so faithful. We will all be with you in spirit today and will continue to pray for you and yours thru the days and months ahead. May the strength and peace that comes only thru the Lord be yours today and forever.
On 09/05/2009, Marie said ...
I'm praying that the Lord strengthens you for the coming days...and that you're calmed by His peace and encouraged by His presence. May the grace of God sustain you.
On 09/05/2009, Ann Yeckley said ...
Susan,
God has so blessed you and Vann and I can only imagine your life without him by your side. However, I'm sure Vann will always be with you in spirit. I must tell you, I have so admired your Christian faith and I know it will make you even stronger in the days to come.
We have a family situation that will not allow us to be with you today, but you and your family are in our prayers.
Ann & George
On 09/05/2009, Joan Kennedy said ...
Susan, I remember the first time I saw you and Vann and you told me you were married to him. I was so happy for you because you looked happier than I had ever seen you! I know your heart is so heavy now, but I KNOW that God will sustain you through this time and the days to come. Hold fast to His hand and remember that this is one of those times when "it was then that I carried you"!
On 09/05/2009, Red Geranium Cottage said ...
Susan I'll be thinking of you today. You'll get thru just fine. You know that Vann is in a better pain free place. He's watching over you and Sophie.
Hugs
Sharon
On 09/05/2009, Nancy said ...
Susan,
Your post assures me that God has you wrapped firmly in his glorious blankent of comfort, peace and healing for the pain of your loss. Even though your loss is so profound I can't imagine it, but with God by your side and in your heart, I know you will make it through. I know He is watching over you, Sophie, and your family. What a wonderful celebration of Vann's life it will be today. My constant prayers and thoughts are with you all. God Bless and Keep.
On 09/05/2009, Phyllis said ...
I understand your pain because I was in your same position 3 yr. ago with my husband's death from cancer. It isn't easy making a life without your best buddy but with God, friends, family and taking only tiny steps each day, it's possible. When even tiny steps aren't possible, crawl to your sewing room and get busy! Many prayers, Phyllis in Minnesota
On 09/05/2009, Donna said ...
My thoughts and prayers are with you. May you find peace and God will comfort you and your family
On 09/05/2009, Linda J.W. said ...
My prayers are you and your family.You take care of yourself and Sophie.
Linda W.
On 09/05/2009, Deb said ...
Susan,
Much love to take you through the day. Thank God that Vann and you were prepared, thank God that Vann is no longer having to deal with such a disease and Thank God that he has left you with all of us to fight another day. Take small steps on the long road ahead , allow for pot holes but know that your darling man is always with you and yes you will be together again, one day.
On 09/05/2009, Mona said ...
Susan, I feel so sad for you today. My heart is just breaking. I happened on your blog only a week or so ago and the first thing I saw was your husband Vann's sweet face. I don't know why, but I just could feel his sweetness over the internet. Maybe he reminds me of my sweet Dan. There's something so solid and comforting about these sweet guys who don't demand glory or attention, just a quiet, sweet, solid presence in everyone's life. I know your life now will be more empty; nothing can take Vann's place in your life. Know that I will be praying for you, and especially for Vann today. Thank you for sharing this special man. Mona
On 09/05/2009, Trudy Neill of Windemere Farm said ...
My dear Susan,
Have thought of you the entire day. We are so blessed to have friends that help us along the way...the ones who listen, who give advice if asked, who walk the stoney paths with us and hold our hands to keep us from falling, who are silent when the glorious sunsets come and the storms roll in as well. You are deeply blessed as you have so many friends who will be right there with you...always. I am relieved for Vann that he has crossed into the perfect place, for I believe to be absent from us here on earth, is to be present with our Father. Love, Trudy
On 09/05/2009, Sara Richards said ...
Hi
I lost my husband of 29 years 5 years ago. At first it was a minute at a time, then two, then an hour. One day I could smile, the next day I cried and could not cope.I did not know I could cry so much at that time. What had to be endured - was endured.
Life will never be the same. But there is hope..
You will find new friends in unexpected places.
You will find new roads to travel down.
You will never forget this man to whom you were so closely linked and he will always be there, somehow, in a hundred little ways to remind you of his presence as my late husband is with me.
You honour him here in these postings. I honour your bravery in sharing all of this.
God Bless
Sara
On 09/05/2009, Iva said ...
My heart aches for you and the loss of your love and friend. May your memories of him and your faith in God bring you comfort and strength through these difficult times.
On 09/05/2009, Edna J. Patterson-Petty said ...
Hi Susan,
Don't know if you remember me, I participated in two of many altered books (round-robin)Blessings to you in your hours of need. I think it is so brave of you to share the upheavals of you and Vann's life together "out loud".
My husband is sick and has been for a while, and he is getting weaker. I take strength from you in taking each day at a time and relishing in those days of love and laughter, and even loving through the pain and the tears. May God continue to bless you. Edna in IL.
On 09/05/2009, Nicole said ...
Courage dear friend. The love of God surrounds you.
On 09/05/2009, Pokey said ...
It is the greatest gift when your spouse is also your best friend. It's also the biggest loss to lose them. I'm rejoicing in the fact that he is no longer in pain, and sorrowing for your loss. You are being thought of and remembered in prayer by many of us who will never know you outside of the computer page, my friend! You do have that blessed hope of heaven.
A wise Christian "Mom" of mine told me to start a thankfulness journal. List the things you have to be thankful for, so that "in everything give thanks" can be put into practice. It may help you to see the hope and future God has for you. God bless you. pokey
On 09/06/2009, Sew Cal Gal said ...
I am truly sorry for your loss. I wish I had some magical dust and could sprinkle it and make Greg appear and all this pain & sadness go away, but I can't. I don't even have magical words to help. He was a special man, whom will be missed by many. But my heart tells me he will still be walking with you, standing by you, watching over you...every day.
Hugs, many hugs.
SewCalGal
www.sewcalgal.blogspot.com
On 09/06/2009, quiltmom( anna) said ...
Dear Susan,
I wish that there was something that I could say that would take away the grief and sorrow of losing your beloved Vann. I can only wish you comfort from your loved ones and support when your sorrow overwhelms you.
My thoughts and prayers are with you and yours- wishing you a beautiful celebration of Vann's life.
Warmest regards,
Anna
On 09/06/2009, Alison Gibbs said ...
Susan my thoughts are with you and your family.
Take care
Alison
On 09/06/2009, Debra Spincic said ...
Crying a little for you today and sharing the heavy load with you. I know you understand but your heart breaks anew every day anyway.
Peace and love,
Debra
On 09/08/2009, Rian said ...
Susan, you are a remarkable woman, your strength and spirit have touched me in ways you can't imagine. Maybe you can. You and Vann have never been very far from my thoughts and I appreciate your sharing your grief and loss with us. Bless you.
Rian
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