Why is it that when I feel the worst, I have the most to do? I'm late with my CPS altered book, I still don't have the first quilt finished for next year's quilt show, I have to deliver cuddle quilts to shelters on Friday, the laundry hamper runneth over, my Christmas cards lay unaddressed, I've done hardly any Christmas shopping, haven't even put up a tree or hung the wreath on the door, and I hurt all over so much that the very thought of hanging an ornament makes me cringe.
The weather is warmer; I should feel better; but I don't. After almost four years (?), you would think I would have learned to live with fibromyalgia by now. But I still can't accept that it has robbed me of so many of the things I love to do (sew all night, for one). Damn! I'm in a bad mood this morning. Think I'll go and take a hot shower and see if it helps.
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On 12/13/2006, Sarah said ...
I hope the shower helped - try some tea or cider - and some Christmas carols! Take a break!
On 12/15/2006, GranFranVan said ...
I'm so happy to have found your blog. I sympathize with your challenge of adjusting to living with the big F. I have several health situations that have changed my life in the same way and it is frustrating. But I have to be thankful that I can still do as much as I do with low energy, stiff painful hands and an oxygen tether at every step. I used to spin plates and now I break plates.
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