Look at this fine chicken pot I found at the thrift store yesterday on my way home from having my MRI. Isn't she just right for my kitchen table? Since she's a flower pot, she probably needs some flowers or something. I don't much like artificial flowers, and I've found that live flowers don't do too well in undrained pots. What else could I use her to hold?
I had a mild freak-out this morning, relating to the MRI. I had to literally crawl out of bed this morning due to pain and stiffness. I didn't think I was going to be able to get up. (It's much better now though.) Then I began to experience queasiness, then other manifestations of an upset stomach.
Then I remember that during the MRI, I had felt warmth, like I was lying on a heating pad. I've had previous MRIs and never remember feeling that before. I guess I'm way too trusting of medical professionals. I didn't think much about the warmth at the time, and I didn't say anything.
But this morning, with the increased pain and stiffness and the upset stomach, I panicked, thinking I had probably been terminally radiated. I immediately called the doctor's office and was given the number to the MRI technician. She calmed my fears (somewhat). She said with an MRI of the back in a seriously powerful machine like they have, it was perfectly normal to feel warmth. She also assured me that an upset stomach is not a side effect of an MRI. So if it continued (and it is better), I should call my medical doctor. So ok, I will.
I had several episodes of teariness yesterday. It started when I had my dental checkup, the first one since Vann passed away. Dr. S. was telling me how much he liked Vann and what a fine man he was, and the tear faucet began to drip. I recovered though. Then on my way home from the MRI, I had another tearful episode. Don't know what brought that one on. I kept tearing up all the rest of the day, and the tendency is still with me today. I guess this is normal. I hope.
The weather is very very hot and humid. I know that's part of my physical and emotional problems. If I were ten years younger, I think I'd move to Maine, or maybe even Canada.
But only if I could take The Yellow House with me.
Here is our most recent GYHEM addition.
Didn't Daniel do good? I think that chair might be the prettiest piece of furniture I've ever owned. I love it--and so does Sophie. She has already tried it out for comfort. And while she says it needs just a bit of squashing down to be just right, she has given it her stamp of approval.
Daniel took the little wingback chair and the valance fabric. He's going to work on some ideas for the wingback. We're thinking something in sage or moss green.
In all the MRI panic and chair excitement, I just realized that I have forgotten book club, which begins in 26 minutes. No way can I get ready and be there in time. So I'll just go give Sophie and bath instead. She's been having itchies for a couple of days.
Before I leave, here's "before" shot of the beautiful slipcovered chair. It's the only one I could find, so you also get a cute shot of Sophie and Daisy. Have a cool afternoon, everyone.
Note: The fonts are doing weird stuff in this post. I've tried and tried to get it all consistent, and it just keeps getting worse. So it is what it is.
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On 06/11/2010, carol fun said ...
The chair is wonderful. I've been watching this decorating transformation with great interest and it is coming together smashingly. As for the chicken, oh I wish I had seen him first- he is just tooo cute and looks wonderful on your table.
I hope you have a good weekend and feel better soon. I understand chronic pain and its effects and it is hard to deal with. Take care --
On 06/11/2010, Sandy said ...
I think fan-folded cloth napkins would look cute in your chicken. Kinda like tail feathers! Sorry about the weepy day but I would think those are to be expected with all you've been thru. Just be thankful that it's not an every day event. You're still grieving so give yourself a break and just take it one day at a time. I think you're doing great. You're an inspiration to all of us.
On 06/11/2010, Lainee said ...
Ditto on the folded napkins, love the new slip cover. I know it's a work in progress, but have you considered putting some black accessories in the room like a vase, picture frames, or painting your coffee table black?
On 06/11/2010, Laurie H said ...
your chair looks lovely. i have been watching the GYHEM with much interest.
On 06/11/2010, Joan said ...
The chair looks great Susan and so comfortable . Just the place to relax and it sounds like you need to do that. Sorry to hear that you have be feeling unwell and tearful but emotions are so powerful and can overwhelm when we least expect them.
Love the pic of Sophie and Daisy.
On 06/11/2010, Zannah said ...
That chair looks beautiful!
Don't feel too bad about your weepy days - it takes a long, long time to get on with life after such a hard blow, so don't rush yourself.
On 06/11/2010, Joanne said ...
I purely love your chair and ottoman. Wouldn't think it was the same chair, would you? The fabric is so beautiful!
Did they give you a shot before the MRI? I remember when I had one, the nurse told me I would feel that sudden warmth, and I did. I can't remember if it was an injection, or if they made me drink something. Anyway, I definitely felt the heat.
I hope you get to feeling well and cheerful soon. But you're bound to have the weepy spells for some time. I know. I still have them after ten years.
On 06/11/2010, Barbara Anne said ...
Big hugs to you, sweetie! As my Grandma used to say, "Tears show clear what the heart holds dear." It's quite normal to tear up when you hear loving words about Vann or perhaps feel imperilled yourself (that post-MRI scare).
Perhaps you can find a correctly sized small pot and saucer to fit inside Ms. Hen so you can have a happy potted plant with a drainage hole, too?
Oh! Your living room is looking more charming with each addition and the newly covered chair and ottoman are perfect! Let the quest for needed tables commence! I'm so glad Daniel got his truck working properly so these could be delivered.
Now why am I envisioning a Christmas quilt on the wall behind the couch and Christmas throw pillows on couch and chair?!!
More hugs!
On 06/11/2010, Barbara Anne said ...
p,s, I agree with Lainee that every room needs some black. My mother taught me that. She had a black lacquer Oriental coffee table with matching 3 step end tables and a chair with a black background to a needlepoint floral seat. I have them all but have no room for the end tables...
Still more hugs!
On 06/11/2010, Helen in Switzerland said ...
Oh my word Susan - the chair is just fabulous! I love it! Your sitting room is just looking sooo pretty! (I'm green with envy as it's just what I would like to have!)
I think tears are to be expected - it hasn't been so long since you lost Vann and you've been through a lot. I'm sure it's probably healthy. I had a teary day too - at the funeral of a dear old friend from my church - he was old, sick and had had a terrrible accident, but was just the kindest, nicest man you can imagine. Sometimes life is really sad.
On 06/11/2010, Susan Ramey Cleveland said ...
No shot before the MRI, no nothing. Just took off my bra and crawled in--or rather got rolled in. But the tech says it's all normal. So I'm at peace about it. And my queasiness is gone too. :-)
On 06/11/2010, Sharon said ...
Susan - Tears help. I'd be surprised if you haven't had tearful days! I've been widowed for almost 18 months now - cried every day the whole week of Memorial Day.
Your "new" chair is just gorgeous! Everything you've done in your home is just beautiful.
On 06/11/2010, Dandelion Quilts said ...
The chair is so pretty and cozy...I wish I could sit in it right now!
On 06/11/2010, Lavender Dreamer said ...
Ooooh....aaahhh...the chair is just gorgeous! I know you will love it! Have a good weekend! ♥
On 06/11/2010, KAI said ...
I don't know where to begin! First, I'm SO glad you feel better & that the warmth apparently wasn't cause for alarm! Second, I'd be amazed (and even WORRIED) if you DIDN'T have weepy days, sweet girl! Very natural, especially so soon after losing your Vann! Third, on a less serious note, I am ASHAMED for doubting Daniel! WOW! He not only came through, he did a LOVELY job! How elegant yet COZY that room is! Just gorgeous! Finally, the hen! Maybe glass or ceramic eggs? I LOVE YOU and I'm happy you & Sophie are home resting & enjoying your pretty house tonight!
On 06/11/2010, Sylvia Weitzel said ...
Susan the chair is wonderful. Sorry you feel bad. I hope talking about my husbands problems on FB didn't remind you too much about Vann. Love what Barbara Anne's grandma said. Hugs and prayers to you....Sylvia
On 06/11/2010, Pat said ...
Wonderful chair and ottoman! They look so feminine and inviting! The little hen is great, too - you find the best things! The tears - just manifesting your exhaustion, pain and emotions. When my mother died, I found the tears just came - in waves and at unexpected times. Remember God has all our tears in a bottle. Hope you feel better soon.
On 06/12/2010, Nicole said ...
If that chair lived at my house, the dogs would not get a chance to sit in it because I would be in it all the time! It turned out just lovely. A big improvement!
I'd say that chicken is just "so you", but that doesn't sound quite right, does it? It is adorable.
Sorry about the weepies. Sometimes when they get started it is hard to stop.
On 06/12/2010, AnnieO said ...
That chair is very very pretty! I like the chicken too. Maybe some cut posies could tumble out of the planter spot.
Your teary episodes are surely a sign of stress from being in pain and wondering what is causing it. Plus missing your Vann when you are in need of comfort and relief. My sister's son died five years ago and it still hits her at odd moments and she tears up. I can't imagine that will change very much when it concerns deep love.
On 06/12/2010, Alison said ...
Your lounge is coming along beautifully, I love the new chair and it's great that Sophie has also given it the paws up! Wow, the dentist and MRI in one day, you're a braver woman than me :o).
On 06/12/2010, Jen in NY said ...
What a pretty chair, Susan! It really looks great in the room. I was going to say the same thing I read in a couple of the comments...think about adding some black. Every room needs black, to ground it. I do love what you've done, can't wait to see the valances in that pretty stripe!
On 06/12/2010, Jen in NY said ...
What a pretty chair, Susan! It really looks great in the room. I was going to say the same thing I read in a couple of the comments...think about adding some black. Every room needs black, to ground it. I do love what you've done, can't wait to see the valances in that pretty stripe!
On 06/15/2010, Stephanie said ...
I love the chair! I think it is so pretty! I have almost the same tan plaid chairs! They used to belong to my parents. :-) I also love the chicken flower pot. Again, how come I can never find cool stuff like that at the thrift store? What about filling her with potpourri? Sorry you are having tearful moments. Although I haven't suffered your kind of loss, I know how that feels. Sometimes things just get overwhelming and you can't help it. I have experienced that, and it sucks. I find I just have to take a deep breath, calm myself, and go hang out with my friends for a bit...the quilt shop especially helps. :-)
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