Saturday, September 19, 2009

Bittersweet

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Phillip, Amy, and I went to my sister-friend Lori and Greg's wedding this afternoon. (Lori's not really my sister, but she feels like one.) That's one of their engagement photos at right. I am so so so happy for Lori, and for Greg too. They looked joyfully happy. Lori practically beamed, and she was beautiful. But I couldn't help thinking of the afternoon almost 15 years ago when Vann and I stood at that very altar and took those vows. I hope Lori's and Greg's love lasts as long as ours--forever.

Andy came over this evening. We ate leftover pasta and watched "Ghost," which of course also was a little sad. Amy and Phillip went to watch the Georgia game with their mom. They're still here and will be for at least a couple more weeks until their mom is well enough to travel to Portland.

We had another almost 4 inches of rain last night and today. And when Andy and I took Sophie out a little while ago, it felt like there would be more. People's homes and cars are being flooded, fences are being pushed down, and roads are being potholed with all this rain. We need a couple days of sunshine.

I want to share this beautiful candlelight with you that my blogging friend from France, Valerie, sent me. Here's the note she sent with the photo:

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just wanted to share the little candle that stayed on all night long last night, in the memory of Vann now that he found a place with no pain, and as I prayed for you.
warm thoughts,
Valerie


Thank you, my dear kind friend. Merci


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On 09/20/2009, Mary said ...

Susan, my heart goes out to you in your loss...I'm sure that was a very bittersweet experience for you. The candlelight was a precious gift from a friend...I think that the warm glow of a candle in the darkness is a perfect example of how the Lord brings light to our hearts when they are feeling dark and sad...when we're sad, we don't want a bright light, but a soft and gentle light that warms us, and allows us to be quiet while we reach out for God's hand. Bless you, Susan...praying for comfort for your hurting heart.

Mary


On 09/20/2009, Deb said ...

Susan,that is a beautiful sentiment from your friend Valerie.
How lovely that you were able to share in the wedding of your dear friend but even more lovely is the ability to see how wonderful your marriage to Vann was and to appreciate all he was and always be to you and your family. These days so many people are unable to experience such pleasure, I am so pleased you are able to, such a special piece of your heart.


On 09/20/2009, Diva Kreszl said ...

Susan, I know that words are little comfort, especially from a complete stranger, but I cannot read your blog without telling you that you and your family remain in my prayers. Please get well soon!!!


On 09/20/2009, CarlaH said ...

Susan, I'so glad that you felt well enough to attend your friend's wedding, I'm sure that it meant a lot to her. Isn't amazing to see how many friends you have made and to know that they are all thinking about you and praying for you. The vigil candle photo is lovely and so is the thought that Valerie put into it.
Try to enjoy your Sunday - would you mind sending me about an hour's worth of rain so that I don't have to water the garden (lol).


On 09/20/2009, Debra Spincic said ...

You were really brave to watch Ghost. . . yikes. I would have given that one another year or so before I got near it.

Best Wishes to your Friends. Healing thoughts to Amy & Phillip too. How is their mother taking Vann's death? He was also a part of her life-no doubt she is mourning too.


On 09/20/2009, Susan Ramey Cleveland said ...

Wish I could send you several inches, Carla. --Susan


On 09/20/2009, Rian said ...

Susan, I hope you are feeling better after your bout of sickness. I have been holding you close in my thoughts every day.


On 09/20/2009, Marcia said ...

Susan,
I just wanted you to know that I've been praying for you.
Love,
Marcia


On 09/20/2009, Barbara Anne said ...

Love the picture Valerie and note sent. That was so sweet of her.

You have more strength than I would have had, my dear. As much as I loved my friends, I don't believe I could have gone to their wedding for a gazillion and one reasons. Not now. Not there. Never doubt you are a strong, wonderful woman and friend.

Hugs!


On 09/20/2009, Kai said ...

Valerie has a heart as bright as her candle. What a caring spirit she is! I love you & ache for you - and wish I had the right words to lessen your pain. But the truth is, all I have to offer are constant prayers and so very, very MUCH love for you! I hope it helps just a tiny bit, my friend!


On 09/20/2009, valerie said ...

I am not that Valerie that sent that candle and the sweet words but I feel the very same way.


On 09/27/2009, Lori Jenkins said ...

Suzie - words cannot explain what it meant to me/us to have you at my wedding. I remember the glowing, loving smile I saw on your face as I walked down the aisle with my Dad. Your blog made me cry as I tried to read it aloud to Greg. We can only hope to have half the love that you and Vann shared and showed for each other. I pray we're still "honeymooning" after 15 years of marriage like you and Uncle Vann. Love you much...Loribelle
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